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Mrs_Spcl_K
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Name: kristen
Location: Conway, Arkansas, United States
Birthday: 5/8/1987
Gender: Female
Interests: sleeping in and waking up next to him, taking care of my puppy and fishy, game nights in minton and now out of minton!, pasta and cheesecake, road trips, my bia, lynz, tiffy, clarie, lauren, haha. being a big sister to a child that needs me, being an aunt and lil sister for real, keeping secrets, sweet tea on gram's back porch, the creek, keeping memories, pitbull, being myself, being someone better than myself, carhops that sing all the time, sticker fights, eating mexican, crispy cone's fudge cake sundaes, riding with kelly and barb, the L word, criticizing my weight then eating ben & jerry's, lying on the golf course at 2 am. saying the word 'booty' more than any other human on the planet, sex toys, mooses (yes, i said mooses, not moose), wearing kyle's shorts, pretending to act bad ass, really being a big scaredy cat, taking on the world, and moving on with my life so i can live it!
Expertise: keeping things interesting
Occupation: being everything you dreamed o
Industry: happiness
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  MrsSpclK309
MSN: babycakes930@gmail.com
Member Since:
10/2/2005
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| when 6 months and an amazing man and wonderful friends and an entire sorority can't get you over the mountain...what exactly can? b/c i'm tired of crying and i'm tired and feeling empty and i'm just plain tired. i still hurt. rather badly. whats not meant to be, i can come to terms with. what is meant to be i can celebrate. the hole that hasn't been filled, not even one drop...i can't last much longer i didn't even have to read my old entries to remember the very best ones and very worst ones. they are engraved in my memory. and they won't let go | | |
| You took my hand
You showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh
That's right
I took your words
And I believed
In everything
You said to me
Yeah huh
That's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
I know better
cause you said forever
and ever
who knew
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no
No no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
They knew better
Still you said forever
And ever
Who knew
Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we
Until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
Cause they're all wrong
That last kiss
I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes
It harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep
Your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling
Who knew
My darling
My darling
Who knew
My darling
I miss you
My darling
Who knew | | |
| i need to escape. the room keeps spinning and it doesn't seem like its going to slow down at all. i miss her. but too late now. i miss me. and i miss being happy and carefree. if i could just get my head on straight maybe things would get better. | | |
| i've realized that i hardly ever write on here unless its bad news anymore. people must think i have a horribly miserable life...lol. i don't! but i have the nightmare of all weeks approaching concerning school. there i go with the negativity again. i need happy thoughts and happy comments! | | |
| well, on one side, things are crazy but in a good way. for once i can see the light at the end of the tunnel while i'm still in it. i know things are going to be ok, for all of us. people change and grow and i don't hold that against anyone. things work out the way they are supposed to and i am very excited about this change! on the other hand....
i'm terrified.
from past experiences, i can't tell if i'm paranoid or its right in front of me. is it happening again, or do i just take things too seriously? more than anything i just want...honesty. no, more than that, you can AVOID honesty, by just not mentioning it. i want everything to be STRAIGHTFORWARD. i want to know. all the time, no exceptions. it has to go BOTH WAYS. and i am starting to feel betrayed again...i want it to stop. how do i make this feeling go away? and i'm afraid the good changes are going to have an influence on the possible bad changes, or make them appear.
i'm crying. and i'm scared.
don't walk away, but don't stay just for me.
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